what is the main reason you want to live your life

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The main reason you want to live your life

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This question I often ask myself. Roshna what is the purpose of your life .why god has sent you here? what you will give to this world. who are you? I am always bothered by all these questions. The thing is I don’t know, yes I still don’t know why I am here. I am just here. I am present. I am living without solving all these questions.

This question makes me depressed sometimes. Sometimes I don’t care about all this and go with the flow. I am still searching by trying. Right now I am writing but is it my passion? well, I don’t know. I just feel like writing sometimes so I write. Do I know myself that well? I am trying to know myself. I am trying to spend some time with myself.

At some times I feel like yes this is what I will do the rest of my life but then I get bored by it and I just cancel that thing in the middle. So how can I say the purpose of my life .so I am not writing to make you realize the purpose of your life. Maybe I am living with my purpose but I just don’t realize it. We glamorized our purpose by forcing ourselves to go beyond our limits .some big and some small, some known and some unknown purpose will hold us tight to live our life.

One time I asked my mom, mom, what is your purpose in your life . she immediately replied I want to find you a very good husband then I can die in piece. Then I asked my dad, dad, what is the purpose of your life, he replied I want people to hear my voice. he just consumes so much knowledge by watching the news and he wants to tell that news to all of his colleagues but because of his tight work schedule he barely has free time for extra talk. these are very tiny purposes to know but a very big deal for my mom and dad. Some people have a purpose to live life happily but no one can smile all the time. it will be an impossible task to be happy all the time.

so I think we are living with tiny purposes every day without realizing and searching for a big purpose to make us satisfied by living to that expectation or if it is not fulfilled then we are depressed. we are depressed and our life is ruined. so don’t ruin your life for the failure of your purpose. living should be your purpose and then how to live should be your decision which can be changed according to the situation. That’s all matters.

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