the role of a girl gender

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Who Will Answer These Question For Me

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My dreams, my role, and my achievement, Who can describe who am I?

What is my role in someone’s life, what is my position in someone’s life?

Who am I to say why you should like me or love me?

Why should I say when you want me to say can’t I just stay quiet?

Why should I give you pleasure when you want?

why should I get married when you say?

why should I stay within my limit can’t I be limitless?

How can my skirt length and the neckline is judging me when you are completely naked with only shorts on?

society wants me to be an obedient girl and a well-behaved bride when my man is drunk outside on the sidewalk.

When my voice rises you say my character is down or I am arrogant but when he talks angrily you say he is a macho man.

For me to be a good girl you want me to be low profile but then you say she is so weirdo and dumb girl.

Who am I to you when I can’t be me?

Why do I need to care so much when you are so free?

Still, you say my life is mine but how could it be mine when you decide everything?

How can you become a god position person by giving me the freedom to work when you never needed to get permission?

Who am I, What am I, Why am I, is this thing I always needed to say?

Why is this question always in my head, when is the time will come when a girl didn’t need to think about all these shitty questions? When ……………….


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