What Is The Use Of Love If You Don’t Respect Me

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I am talking about this love, not in the reference to just love between a partner but love that bound us.

Love like; parental love, friendship love, relational love and any love that we know is there but still haunts us.

You know my near loved one made me cry with their word sometime back. As time passes by I forgive him naturally. I feel like he is feeling guilty about what he said to me that made me cry. So it is my love for that person that makes me normal with him as time passes by.

But, Today during an argument he told me ‘Did you forget what I say to you that day?’ Do you want me to remind you of that?

I feel like my feet are broken, I just fell on the floor feeling like my entire body energy was sucked by some unknown spirit and I feel so hot suddenly. I am sweating in the very cold winter season. I feel like a fool all of a sudden to constantly forgive that person because they have a blood relation with me.

I always feel like why am I reacting over the board? I should stop and let it slide .so I became normal with each passing time.

So what should I need to say to that person who surely loves me? There is no doubt that he doesn’t love me but he needs to learn to respect me too. I am not a child to let it slide just by giving me some toy. You people need to respect me. Give me my space and my time. You cannot always disrespect me and demand respect from me. Respect is both ways. whether it is your mom, your dad, your brother, your sister, or your partner.

love is just not enough to be with that person. If you can’t take my opinion it’s okay you don’t have to but just don’t try to put your words into my mouth. If I don’t agree don’t push my limit to go against you. I know you may have done a lot to raise me but still, I am a human being too. I also need my respect. since you know, I will get hurt by your words you cannot always use that shield to protect yourself by stabbing me in my heart.

If you are not my lovable person then do you think your words will affect me? only your words are affecting me so badly that I get a shiver every night thinking about what you guys have told me. Please stop behaving like only you have the right to say whatever you want to say. If you can’t handle the sincere conversation and start to make a point out of your ego then stop discussing problems with me. I want to care but you made me it is all my fault for what has happened to you. Just stop.