Emotive

  LONG DISTANCE LOVE pexels.com I am going far away from you ….every second you promised to hold me till the end we are falling apart in the time but I hope things will be fine I live so far away from you that’s why Maybe our love is not right We are making our love suffer so much Is it still ok to call me and you, us? I know we promised to be with each other till the end Can we pass through this long distance? Sometimes I feel like giving up everything and coming to you Be with you hold you tight never let you go out of my sight I wanna be with you every second How it could be possible in our long distance I feel like my heart is burning in the fire Having you next to me is only my desire But this human world needs some sacrifices to make This huge sacrifice called responsibility to take Thinking ahead to a future so beautiful to make Remember honey this is our love it is not fake We will make just wait for me for some time I promise to come surely next time for a full l...

  Love cycle I have lost faith in love You want me in love I want to be with me only You make me be with you only I just want to walk alone You make me run for you I am afraid to come close You sit next to me only I don’t want to cry with you I found your shoulders only May be someday you leave me Till then I want to be with you only. ( When your heart broke remember time will heel your pain. You will find your next destination which can be more beautiful and peaceful) I have lost faith in love You want me in love I want to be with me only You make me be with you only I just want to walk alone You make me run for you I am afraid to come close You sit next to me only I don’t want to cry with you I found your shoulders only May be someday you leave me Till then I want to be with you only. ( When your heart broke remember time will heel your pain. You will find your next destination which can be more beautiful and peaceful)

  MY FRIENDS ARE HOLDING ME TO LOVE ANYONE Photo by RODNAE Productions: https://www.pexels.com/photo/person-comforting-the-crying-woman-6669937/ Here I am talking about romantic love. The dreamy love that I always want to have. My friends have found someone that they can say they are in love with. Well, they have found very soon I guess or I am late to find someone I don’t know. In the beginning, they are such a lovey-dovey couple but now their relationship has such a u-turn. They always fought for such stupid reasons. I sometimes get jealous because according to me they are lucky to find someone they can love for life. But now I realize love is just not everything in relation. I have seen my friend’s breakdown and how frustrated they are in their relationship but are continuing it and making effort to long lasted it. I have never been in a relationship but seeing my friend’s frustration makes me worried about my capacity to love anyone in this life. I always thought loving so...

  How does it feel to have a crush on somebody? Photo by Pragyan Bezbaruah: https://www.pexels.com/photo/woman-covering-her-face-2029235/ This is a surreal feeling. How to describe it? ummmm…… I am a girl so I will address my crush as him. The feeling of wanting to look at his face but finding it so hard to even look at him directly. Going to a place where you know you will get a chance to look at him. wanting to know what is his favorite things. for example; What is his favorite color? What does he love to eat? what is his favorite actor? what is his favorite dish? who is his best friend? Does he have a girlfriend? Does he know I like him? And many more question pop into my head. when you have a crush you want to look for similarities between you two and if you don’t find many more similarities then you started to make similarities in silly things. Like, oh!! He and I use the same brand of pen. He also doesn’t know the answer to these questions, me to...

  The main reason you want to live your life Photo by Sebastian Voortman: https://www.pexels.com/photo/woman-jumping-wearing-green-backpack-214574/ This question I often ask myself. Roshna what is the purpose of your life .why god has sent you here? what you will give to this world. who are you? I am always bothered by all these questions. The thing is I don’t know, yes I still don’t know why I am here. I am just here. I am present. I am living without solving all these questions. This question makes me depressed sometimes. Sometimes I don’t care about all this and go with the flow. I am still searching by trying. Right now I am writing but is it my passion? well, I don’t know. I just feel like writing sometimes so I write. Do I know myself that well? I am trying to know myself. I am trying to spend some time with myself. At some times I feel like yes this is what I will do the rest of my life but then I get bored by it and I just cancel that thing in the middle. So how c...

  The courage you need to make a difference Photo by seyfi durmaz: https://www.pexels.com/photo/people-hiking-on-snow-covered-mountain-5311543/ the ability to do things on the verge of giving up is courage. the question here is what are the things which give me the courage to do work? well, let me think how many times in my life I did things with courage umm not so many. yes, not so many things required courage to do. But some things which are frightening but needed action to take require courage to do that work. the feeling of being courageous is a relieving feeling. the stronger your willpower the strong courage you will have to face the challenge in your life. There is a thing you need to do right now but you are so afraid that you might not be able to do it right but it is an important task. the fear inside you is saying stop don’t do it, it is dangerous you might get failed or you might lose or you will become a laughing character. it all makes you worried and stops you from t...

  The thought of a mirror Photo by Михаил Секацкий on  Unsplash Hey, are you feeling sad why? Did something happen and you are feeling guilty about it? It’s ok I am here with you always. Relax now .take a deep breath. Breath in ………and breath out. everything will be fine. But you have to try. Make move .find something that will help you. Don’t just wait for a miracle or luck to approach you. Stand up and do your thing. I know you can if you put your mind to it. Stop stop stop uhhhhhh. I have told you don’t overthink what will happen. do some work instead. just believe in your work. make yourself worthy of something you wish for. follow what feels right for you and skip the old trend. just give yourself time and space for the stupid situation you make in your head. Believe me, the situation you make in your head is an imagination and you are afraid of imagination and not reality. Reality is different. imagination is prediction and no one knows what will happ...